All I'm saying is I bet Gwen Stacy would win in a fight against Mary Jane Watson any day. Too bad they live in two different worlds. 

I just can't even

There's a saying that goes "Much of life is learning to accept the apologies you never got." And I think this is an iportant thing to remember. It's a personal thing, though, this isn't supposed to be anything more than for peace of mind. But I think a lot of problems come from stupid assholes (pardon. I don't mean to be vulgar.) handing out self ritious forgivness to people who don't have anything to apologies for.

Merry Christmas everyone :) 

What will now be like later?

So I just started school again. If you ask me "Did you learn anything today?" I'll say "probably." Life blurs together like that sometimes. You go through high school to get to college, and college to get a job. You're constantly taking in information and learning from everything, and maybe more importantly, everyone around you. But if there's one thing I know I've learned, one thing I know will stick with me, one thing I'll have to remember, is to enjoy where you are. Enjoy where you are because its all part of it. It's ALL part of the experience. Goals are good, they're what drive us to achieve amazing things. But if you only think of where you are as a just a stepping stone on the path to some crowning moment in your future then you can get lost in a future that hasn't come yet. No matter how hard you work or how great you become you can't forget how small you were once. It sounds simple, you might hear it all the time from people who have proven themselves, "Don't you ever forget where you came from." But when you stop and think I don't think it means what it first sounds like. It isn't supposed to be a reminder of how far you've come and how much you've achieved. It's the opposite. It's more humbling than that. To remember that you're not better than that small town bar you played an open mic at on the second Tuesday of every month, you're not too good to learn from your first piano teacher, and you're never to great to forget there is no top. The world doesn't stop when you think you have it all. To think you won't be happy until you're the skinniest or the smartest or the best or just until you make it somehow is a sad condition. Because every second that you forget matters is one more second that didn't get you closer to your best future. To look back and remember it all added up to something means more that the something it's self. And it's all I want. Now is constant, but the future doesn't ever really come.

One night for dreams

There will be people, maybe people close to you, who will try to stop you, who will hold you back, who will discourage you, and who will tell you that you're not ready to chase your dreams. But those dreams can't always wait. Sooner or later you wake up. And if you don't start to work towards your goals, in little strides, and in everything you do, you might forget that dream, as dreams are forgotten. But if you strive to achieve, if you truly work your hardest, believe with everything you have, trust with all your heart, and imagine with every corner of your mind, then maybe one day you may wake up and be living that dream. That dream that those people said could never be your reality. And you will thank the lord because you are blessed. Because your dream was louder than any of the voices that challenged you. And you wont ever have to wake up from your dream again.

"She's my daughter. That's why I worry about her."
"No. She's your daughter. That's why you worry about her."

One of those nights

Might even have a new painting for you this time. I think I'm gonna post pics of all my paintings next week Sunday. I hope you check them out :). It might be hard since I have to blog exclusively from my phone but...
You'll get pics soon!
-CS

IM BACK B*TCHES

I've been away for so long. There was some problem with the blogger website but I just got the app and I can post from here!!! Finally! :D so u can expect a heap of posts soon :) love you midnighters!
-CS

SNAILS

For Veronica.